
Michael Without Apology
Catherine Ryan Hyde
273 pages
Lake Union Publishing
Published May 6th, 2025
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Itâs only April, and Iâve already found a strong contender for my Book of the Year. Michael Without Apology is the latest emotional and thought-provoking coming of age story from one of my favourite authors, and once more itâs an easy Five Star read. This one explores the way peopleâs emotional scars can hold them back just as much as physical ones do.
âNeed volunteers for a student documentary film. Do you have a lot of worry and stress about your body and your appearance? Call Michael.â
Michael is an introspective nineteen year old student, who sustained horrific burns as a child, leading him to be adopted. His worldview is transformed when his new professor of Film Studies challenges him to make a documentary – and he discovers heâs far from alone in feeling imprisoned by his scars.
Funnily enough though, Iâve had my Advance Review Copy for several months, but something about the blurb put me off starting it – maybe because I didnât want to read about a child experiencing trauma. Donât make my mistake – yes Michaelâs accident is described, but not gratuitously, and this is all about how he not only recovers, but finds love, answers, acceptance and success. Thereâs a love story, but itâs not a romance, and itâs very sad in parts, but ultimately uplifting.
There are fabulous characters, like his forthright lecturer âMy name is Robert Dunning, and I have scarring on my face and handsâŚYou didnât think weâd talk about it, did you? Youâre all looking at it, but you all figured we wouldnât speak of it. Why not? Itâs not a secret. Itâs not a scandal. Itâs not a moral failing on my part. It just is.â  Or his kind sensible adoptive father Charles âAfter a while you get to be just like those damned politicians. They try so hard to be all things to all people that they end up being nothing to anybody. Youâre better off being you. Half the people you knowâll applaud you for it and the other halfâll be pissed off. If the people applauding you are the people you like and respect, then youâll know you got it right.â
The only part I wasnât completely sold on was the ending, which was a bit drawn out and unnecessary, but certainly didnât spoil it. Highly recommended.
Thanks to Lake Union for the ARC. Michael Without Apology is available on May 6th.

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